I’m poor. I can’t even pay attention.
Please know that if you date me, I am a very touchy person. I will like to pet your head and hold your hand, rub your shoulders or hug you a lot. Simply put, to physically feel you in some way is very comforting to me and I can’t really apologize for it, it just feels natural to me and makes me happy.
Sometimes, we put so much effort into something no one is willing to treasure.
I feel so unworthy right now. Am I really that shit that he can even ignore me? Oh fuck it. I hate him. I hate this feeling. I hate the fact that I’m affected.
"I broke my rules for you, isn’t that enough?"
One of the best feelings is knowing that you’re wanted. Knowing that someone wants to talk to you, wants to know how you’re doing, wants to se you. Whether they pick up the phone to send you a quick text or stop by your house to catch up, someone or something reminded them of you specifically. It just feels really nice to know that you’ve been on someone’s mind and that they care enough to let you know that.
I hate what i’m feeling right now. I don’t think I’m ready for this bullshits. I don’t know if it is the whole ‘commitment thingy’ or its just him being not worthy of my effin efforts. ugh. hate this.
- Reason to date me: : I prefer cheap dates like staying at home, cooking pancakes and watching movies through a laptop or a television and staying all day at the couch talking nonsense or enjoying the quietness or just staring at each other and holding hands or sleeping all day or not really doing anything but just be there, beside each other.
"If you fall in love because someone makes you laugh, what happens when you no longer find them funny? If you fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If you fall in love because someone can provide for you, what happens when they lose wealth? Real love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you do not look for reasons, you see beyond reasons.”
Don’t hate yourself. Never throw words in your self that will hurt you. Because the thing is, when you’re that self-loathing, you punish yourself.Those selfish talks about you, or that number on the scale, the expectations that you feel you will never meet are not what you are made of. Don’t push it hard on yourself. Don’t allow it to penetrate. Remind yourself that you are more than any one part of you.
'If You Don't Hate Yourself, Nobody Will'